Holy shit I am going insane. Experiencing all sorts of defence mechanisms right now and feeling like shit. in fact im using this to procrastinate. and im aware of it, which makes it worse when i dont stop. but i think i need to say a few things.
My emotions are seriously out of whack from yesterday on, I don't understand why. might be the combination of stress/mental exertion/emotional exhaustion rolled into one. I also am having some deep seated issues re the relationship. idk but i dont think this is the time to address them.
the procrastination is real, lets just say that. and I need to get things done.
i think my not eating super sweet shit is causing me to go bonkers.
fuck. psychosomatic responses too. sore throat, gastric, tiredness. WTF man
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