Day 19: Still in Hell

Every damn fucking day, something fucks up in my face damn badly.

Today in the morning I woke up to a torrent of complaints from chloe, attacking me and how i cannot do this do that do a b c 1 2 3 x y z how my time management is so horrible and how i cannot get things done and action being the name of the game.

I am level 10,000 triggered right now, and I know she's right, but a part of me fucking hates the way she puts it across in an accusatory manner. Notwithstanding the fact that she was the first person to fucking shit on me in the first place. Especially since the Artemis date and it's consequent meltdown.

I am so tired of this shit. I can't even go on a break with her without having shit slung at me. What the fuck man.

Shes obviously being nice and still loves me but i think her emotions are going out of whack, and her out of whack emotions are causing me no small amount of distress in this already very distressing week.

Schoolwork, residual bullshit from hell, relationship, entrepreneurship work, family worries, catching up.

All these things are equally important and valid for me to clear as time goes by... But im having a very hard time dealing with them right now because the pressure is piling up and I'm giving myself excuses.

So if I were to stop giving myself excuses and get to work what would I do?

I would start by focusing on making plycards for spanish, and getting myself familiar with the spanish homework.

Spanish Crash Course first.

Then I need to make sure I eat well today and try to exercise.

Before I go to class and do Microecons, I need to get in at least 6 hours of spanish today, another 6 hours of spanish tomorrow.

Then the monster consult with Kartika. And then more spanish on saturday -- add another 6 hours and sunday, another 6 hours.

For the website I need to launch a second campaign changing the price and changing the CTA asap.

I know what to improve already. I think I'll do it later in the day.

All fruits today to clear up the system. eating shit has not been helpful.

kk

Fred-