New York New York

I wanna wake up in a city that doesn't sleep and find I'm king of the hill, top of the heap.

I'll make a brand new start of it, in ole New York..

If i can make it there i can make it anywhere...

It's up to you, New York New York.

The discovery of delusion. When you realise all your "competence" or "confidence" is quite falsely obtained, that you have a very long way to go, is quite demoralizing.

Yet it offers the attractiveness of the promise of new beginnings. Of new starts I guess.

But starting anew again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again can't lead to a wonderful life can it.

Does it not only lead to pain and regret and wasted opportunity?

In this sense i must thank Chloe. For pushing me to work on areas I've chosen to ignore.

And this leads to another question. What more of forge?
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